A Dream of Incarnation
In this dream I become interested in
following the path of the Buddha in New England. I am thinking of
how Trungpa Rinpoche came to Newfoundland, Connecticut and New York,
and how many other Buddhists came in exile and diaspora to New
England, creating there a new dharma, with its own language and
sutras.
Why did Bodhidharma make the journey to
the East Coast?
I think of making a pilgrimage to all
of the towns, the shrines and sangas where this new Buddha came to
Plymouth Rock. In the dream, there is a new word for “pilgrimage,”
but I cannot now remember what it was.
The words of a poem begin to float
across the limitless blue sky, written in broad white letters. I
read with an “Oh!” I try to remember the words of the poem.
I spend the rest of the dream seeking
ways to remember a single verse of the poem. I keep thinking I am
waking up, having successfully remembered, but then find I have only
awoken to another level of the dream. At one point, I am in a park
with an apple. I try to bite the words of the poem into the skin of
the apple so that I will be able to read it after I wake up.
At another dream level, I am wandering
in a large park, and I see an elderly woman sitting cross-legged,
writing poetry. She is surrounded by baskets full of notebooks,
paper, pens, pencils, paint and crayons. She says she is there to
encourage children to wrote poetry. I am thankful to have found her,
and sift through the notebooks, looking for a blank page. I finally
find paper and pen and begin to write. I am immensely relieved. But
this is only another level of the dream.
I finally manage to bring myself fully
awake. I find I still remember most of the verse. I move
downstairs, find blank paper and a purple pen. Touching the pen and
paper is delicious. I write the verse. It is 2:30 AM.
To wander in this
world
Requires
physical presence
A close,
sheltering sky
Until even that
is unremembered.
The bold words are the ones of which I
am absolutely certain. Of the others, I have certainty about their
sense, but the words may be inexact.
Interpretation
This dream, like others I have had
(“This is how you are all the time”) are about incarnating.
They speak of a vast, euphoric existence in another type of
reality... the dream state. They bring a message, and this message
is that we have a fuller and richer existence than that which seems
to surround us in the waking world, the material and conscious world.
These dreams seek to convey a message of grave import, but one which
is extremely difficult to retain and bring into the conscious world.
The message is simply the existence of that world, and our nature in
and relationship to it. Our material incarnation is a voluntary and
restrictive delimitation of that broader existence. The purpose for
which we undertake this project of incarnation is that described in
the verse of the poem: To be wanderers, tourists in a material
world, to experience self, other, relationship, growth, and
understanding; to express love, feeling, thought, physicality, and
divinity in it. A condition of this incarnation is an inability to
remember that we come from someplace vaster and brighter. Among the
consequences of this unremembering are agency and autonomy, but also
fear and hopelessness; so sometimes our dream-spirit being sends us
this message to reassure us.
Is it
part of that need and intention of incarnation to be in a condition
of exile, of diaspora?
- From Africa
- From Egypt
- From India (“Why did Bodhidharma come from the West?”)
- From Europe
And
weren't even the First Peoples of the Americas in diaspora from
Siberia?
Dreams
and Transpersonal Psychology (draft notes)
The
psychoanalytic theories of Freud and Jung were the first to view
dreams as conveyors of meaningful content. Their analytic frameworks
were primarily restricted to the structures and processes of the
personal psyche, although Jung anticipated the work of transpersonal
psychology in his recognition of a collective aspect to the
personality: the collective unconscious. It remained for him apart
from conscious content, but connected to mythology and catharsis, the
domain of the veiled and autochthonous archetypes.
Transpersonal
psychology recognizes elements of the psyche that go beyond the
personal to include the transegoic, that which extends beyond the
boundaries of the individual and touches the collective, not merely
of the unconsiousness of humanity, but of the collective anima and
the soul of the world. Completing and complementing the Jungian
collective unconscious, Janet Adler added collective consciousness.
Here, collectivity is not only mythic, but also immediate and
transcendental.
But
transpersonal psychology has had little to say about dreams. The
work of Carlos Castaneda is one effort that seems to bring a
transpersonal approach to dream theory. Is it in the Travistock
Lectures that Jung speaks of the dream of the world-clock? That is a
dream interpretation that borders on the transpersonal. But there is
certainly room for further development. How shall we write of this
daily process of re-incarnation? This is about connecting to a
dis-incarnated state; there is no “pre-trans fallacy” because in
that dis-incaranted world, there is neither “pre” nor “trans”
– neither before nor after, above nor below, within nor without.
The
Upanishads speak of the three states of being – waking, dreaming,
and dreamless sleep. They say that the state of dreamless sleep is
the same as the state of death. Is that also in the Baghavad Gita?
It is Robyn Hitchcock who writes of it
most clearly and explicitly:
I'm
going back into my body
While it's in my control
Back into my body
Playing a role
I'm going back into my body
Back out of my dream
Back into my creature
Where have I been? What did I see?
I've been on the etheric plane
Above all pleasure and all pain
And it feels so bizarre looking down on where you are
I think I'm going back again
I'm going back into my body
Back into my heart
Back into my lifeline
Playing a part that I call me
I've been on the etheric plane
Where there's no dog and there's no chain
And it feels so bizarre looking down on where you are
I think I'm going back again
While it's in my control
Back into my body
Playing a role
I'm going back into my body
Back out of my dream
Back into my creature
Where have I been? What did I see?
I've been on the etheric plane
Above all pleasure and all pain
And it feels so bizarre looking down on where you are
I think I'm going back again
I'm going back into my body
Back into my heart
Back into my lifeline
Playing a part that I call me
I've been on the etheric plane
Where there's no dog and there's no chain
And it feels so bizarre looking down on where you are
I think I'm going back again
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